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Friday, November 23, 2012 | 12:14 AM | 0 comments
It has been years since i blog . Perhaps , because i have no where to rant anymore , idk what can i do now. Everything is changing , i didnt expect that kind of thing will happen , here , in this house . I wanted so much to expose you , to kill you , to chase you out of the house , to not address you . To check not remembering your presence in this world , you just make me very disappointed , very . In what way , do you even have the rights to do that to us ? U didnt even do hold up responsibilities as a father , you are just shit . SHIT . You sucks , i hate you , i hate you for ruining this family , i hate you for making me disappointed in you , i hate you for showing me this kind of drama scene scrip can happen in my house . i hate you , i hate you . i swear i gonna earn lots and lots of money and take care of mummy in the future , lots of money , i gonna fucking chase you out of my house , MY HOUSE . see the word MY ? yes , its mine . The more i see ur face the more annoyed i get , i just hope that i wont have to address you . I AM NOT WILLING TO . because you don deserve it , you bloody asshole . What hurts more , than to discover the truth yourself , rather than the person telling you the truth ? You just watch out . Get it ? watch out . See , i am ranting and ranting , but what can i do ? NOTHING . idk , i really dk . what should i do now . i really want to escape . i really want to . Fuck it . You know what ?maybe if you just kill me , its gonna be better. Lets talk about school , school been good , 2 UT are over , and i didnt do well for my genomics UT , and of coz , i definitely hope that pharm chem gonna be good to me , Gotta work hard , very hard , for my upcoming UT , i want to improve my GPA again , i want to get a degree , i want to earn lots of money . Shall study hard , no pain no gain . Haha . Talking about no pain no gain , am currently having hamstring and thighs ache , the feeling is just so shiok . haha . result of sprinting training i guess , gonna train hard , i don want to be the last man every time , i want people to see me , i dont want to be the weak one , i can do it , i just need time , i will do my best every time when i train . I want to race , i love racing , i love running :) . Training - i always have fun in there , i forget about all the troubles , i sweat it all off . Running - I forget all the stuff temporary . i can let my mind breathe while running . Perhaps , next time , when im sad , i gonna go running . |